The morning after Tropical Storm Nate ravaged Monteverde, grade 12 student Tara Alana Hein walked 10 miles across swollen rivers and washed-out roads to write her SAT exam, learning a lot about herself and her country along the way:
I was born and raised on this mountain; I have the rain and mist in my blood. The mountain is in me, and I am part of it – it is my home, my soul belongs here. And yet, that night, an outside force made my hero fall to its knees. The trees bowed before the ferocious winds, the Earth surrendered to the ocean as it fell from the sky.
That night was a sleepless one, I tossed and turned as I listened to what sounded like the world falling in upon itself. I saw the face of loss in my mindâs eye, I said second goodbyes to all those who had gone. I lay there, helpless, broken-hearted, envisioning scenes of terror. I told myself the words that have been said to me a million times throughout my life, âIt will be okayâ.
For a girl who had grown up in what was arguably the safest place in the world, a bubble sheltered from evil by the clouds and sunshine of this tropical jungle, true fear was something foreign. I had heard of bombs, famine, poverty, the collapse of society before the force of nature – and my heart felt pangs of sorrow. Even so, this feeling of empathy was quite unfounded, as I had never lived anything of the sort. I had grown up knowing true peace, true kind-heartedness, true love and true safety. That night, I met fear. My daily woes had gone to sea, I no longer worried about what meant the world to me yesterday, and for the first time in my life, I, like those fierce forest giants, bowed before the world, and prayed to stay alive.
When a watery sun began to rise over my beloved mountain on that Friday morning, I awoke on the day of my birthday to find that the world outside had calmed. The drizzle continued to lash at the windows, and the winds continued to holler, but it was nothing compared to the horrors of the night. The hillside behind my house had come crashing down, and perhaps my prayers had been answered by natureâs mercy, for the end of the mudslide was meters away from our stables and home. Without any connection to the outside world, I had no idea that my beloved country as a whole had seen one of the most tragic natural disasters in its living memory.
As the sunâs rays grew stronger, and the wind and rain weaker, my own selfish reality slowly began to trickle back into my brain. I was supposed to take on of the first important steps towards my future independently in less than 24 hours. I had a plan. I had a process. I had a goal. Nowhere in my small mind had I accounted for something like this, I foolishly had believed that I was ready, that nothing could stop me now.
For months I had been preparing to take the SATs, and the test date turned out to be the Saturday after the storm. After the gruesome winds and rain Thursday had brought, Fridayâs drizzle was tame by comparison. At this point all communication had been cut off, and there was no way to contact the school to check if the tests were still taking place. As this is an international examination, I did not think that there would be any flexibility in regard to test dates, even if our country was in a state of national emergency. I spoke to my mother, and asked if there was any way she saw us getting to Santa Elena the next morning, she did not seem too optimistic. She said that we were better off heading out on Friday afternoon, just to leave space for anything that could potentially go wrong. We doubted that there would be access to town by car, so we were resolved to walk the 13 kilometers to school. I packed my overnight bag, complete with SAT study books and a laptop to ensure that I could have access to any last minute information I might need.
We headed out around 2:00 in the afternoon, and began to walk down the main road towards the nearest town, Los Tornos. After about 200 meters into our walk, the scene that met our eyes was devastating. Two small creeks near a quarry had wreaked havoc. Huge boulders littered the previously minute river bed. The steep banks had come crashing down, and left craters where the road used to be. There was no evidence of the small, simple, bridges that used to provide access across the water, except for stranded cement drainage pipes that lay a little ways downstream. A motorcycle was parked near a small gate, and atop a hill stood four people taking in the changes the storm had made to the landscape. We joined them, and asked them if there was any chance of accessing the other side, and reaching Los Tornos. They looked at each other and shook their heads. They said that the mud was still far too wet, and that anyone who dared to cross risked sinking into the ground. We debated what to do next, and as we considered alternative routes, they told us of more landslides, and washed away bridges in Turin, Canitas, Los Olivos, Las Nubes, to name a few. 
The sun was still absent from the sky, and I began to fear that if we did not start walking soon, we would be left walking in the dark. We thanked the people, and began to head back the way we came, passed our house, and towards Las Nubes. We planned to go down through a back trail that crossed coffee fields and a small patch of forest and make a small detour to continue on our way to town. Before we reached the entrance to this trail, however, we met our neighbor, his wife, and baby boy. During the storm he had been working with ICE (the electric company) to restore electrical wires the stormâs winds had torn down. His wife was with the infant at home alone as the river roared a few meters next to their house. As there was currently no access by car to their home, they decided to stay with their family in Santa Elena for a while. They told us about the rout they were planning on taking, and we decided to join them.
We began by hiking along cow pastures. Along the way they told us stories about their families, about rivers taking away their homes, and disasters the country was facing. He told us ICE was planning on restoring electricity and cell phone signal on a national level within four days. As we were walking through high grass, mosquitoes hummed around our heads, the air was thick with humidity, and the tropical heat engulfed us. Soon sweat was pouring from my forehead and I clutched a stitch in my side. My mind began to wander, as I looked over the hills and saw dozens of small landslides scattered across the landscape.
I thought about what all the textbooks had said about the night before the SATs: âtake it easyâ they said, âtry to relax and think about something other than the testâ they said, âgo to bed earlyâ they said. Here I was, the day before the test, walking 17 kilometers through the Costa Rican countryside to reach the test center, only to show up and maybe find out the test had been cancelled.
After a while, the fields melted into forest, and we fought our way through low hanging branches and vines -there was nothing resembling a trail here. The baby was cradled in his mother’s arms, his eyes were wide and surprisingly dry. Finally, we came out onto a small drive way, and the journey became significantly easier. This relief was temporary, and soon we diverged off the beaten path once more. We came to a small stream that we had to cross, and then the continued to hike through tall estrella grass, side stepping deep mud puddles. At one point, we had to cross an electric fence, and we were all thinking about how to cross without getting shocked, before we realized that this was not a concern: since there was no electricity there would be no current in the fences! We reached the main road in Los Olivos around 5:30, tired, covered in mud, water and sweat. We were not even halfway to town yet, and dusk was approaching rapidly. Here we parted ways with our travel companions, and quickened our pace. Finally, we reached Santa Elena around 6:30, extremely grateful our straining trip had come to an end.
That evening we continued attempting to make contact with the school, and find out if the test would be administered the following morning. There was one point in Santa Elena where cell phone signal was available, and at least twenty people were standing under a street light on the wet pavement trying to reach loved ones, and find out about damage elsewhere in the country.
We slept at a small inn, and woke around 4:30 the next morning and began heading up towards the school. So far, every one we had spoken to said the passage was cut off between Santa Elena and Monteverde, but we were determined to at least attempt to cross. We reached the creek that had taken town the small bridge over it, and three houses along with it. There was a large crater where the road used to be, although it was certainly not as hazardous as the rivers and landslides by our home. At this point there was a tree across the stream, and it was possible to climb across.
At around 7:30 we reached the directorâs house. After some confusion, it seemed like I would be able to take the test. This was the end. This was the goal. Finally I could let out a sigh of relief. I began to take the test, and as I did, something strange began to happen. For some reason, it did not feel like the end. It did not feel like triumph. I began to envision what horrors the rest of my beloved country must be facing at this very moment. How many families were waking up to find their lifeâs work ripped apart by nature. Here I was, doing something I had thought was important, and it all suddenly seemed so trivial, insignificant, pointless, selfish.
Once I was halfway through, my mother returned, and in her eyes I saw something I had not seen there before. She had raised me as a single mother, had endured countless challenges life had thrown at her, she was always there for me, always strong. Now, I saw something different, and the frosty bite I had felt two nights ago, returned – it was fear. She told me to put it out of my mind, to focus on my test, but I couldnât. What had happened?
The river that had taken away houses and the road in Monteverde had taken a large part of our property with it as well. The firefighters had told my mother that the house on the property was at high risk, and that she was not allowed to enter the property. Both of our properties were severely damaged, and our source of income was under immediate threat. What was going to happen next? As I sat down for the third portion of the test, my original thoughts strengthened. Even if I got the perfect score, so much else could âgo wrongâ; if I hadnât accounted for something like this storm, what else had I not accounted for? What else was going to happen? I was losing something I didnât know I had to begin with:
For the first time in my life, I worried about how we were going to have food on our table, how I was going to get to school. Even as these thoughts swirled in my mind, I thought of how much worse millions of other people had it, how much pain they must be in, how much fear must be gripping their hearts.
I looked back down at the paper, âSimplify the following expression:â, â2x+3x+8x-5x+10y+5y=11x+13yâ. I began to feel dizzy, I had been drenched in mud, sweat, water, and yet, now I felt a new sensation. Tears began to roll down my cheeks, my vision became blurry. I no longer knew if I was thinking about myself, or the sorrows my country was mourning together, I no longer knew if I worried more about my future or my present, I no longer knew where I wanted to turn to, or what my next step would be. Suddenly, that breath, that sigh of relief at having reached the test center in time, became a doorway for all of those feeling I had been immune to in the face of adversity. Like the water on that dreadful night, all doubt and fear came pouring into my heart, leaving destruction behind, tearing down all those small bridges I had built for myself so far in my short life.
Throughout the next few days, as my beloved country began to lick its wounds and heal, I too began to move on. I was determined to see a silver lining amongst the dark clouds of the storm. The weeks that followed brought some of the warmest sunshine we had seen in months, almost as though the Earth attempted to comfort Costa Rica. The soulful hugs people gave each other, the smiles, and condolences, began to revive a sense of positivity. Slowly, the Pura Vida spirit engulfed peopleâs hearts once more. Monteverde, and Costa Rica as a whole, my hero, began to rise to its feet once more, mightier and more optimistic than before. Taking this test was supposed to be my first step in my independent life, a first step into the âadult worldâ, and yet, I took this step in a way I never could have envisioned. Reality had greeted me, taken me by the hand, and without my consent had tossed me into a land foreign to my innocent heart.
To grow up means to face challenges, to be thrown off the beaten path and amidst this chaos, learn to thrive, and rise stronger than when you began. What better place to do this than in a country like Costa Rica? Even when we meet fear, when we are faced with unimaginable terror, we must look inside for strength – for in order to be a true hero, we must have been able to battle the storm. Today, both my country and I, have not yet returned to the firm ground we stood on before the force of the tropical storm threw us off course, but here we are, together, âsiempre echando paâlanteâ. Today, we begin to rebuild, with these words as the mantra resonating in our soul.
Read more about Monteverde Friends School response to Tropical Storm Nate here
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Creativa. She has an undergrad degree in Sociology and a Masters of Education from the University of Minnesota, with a teaching certificate for grade 6-12 Social Studies. Pam will also work with the Quaker Life initiative, and offer counselling for graduating students (ânot just college counseling; I want students to know that all life pursuits are honored.â) Pam also serves on the Religious Education committee for the Monteverde Monthly Meeting of Quakers, and enjoys long walks in the woods with her dog Liko, vegetarian cooking, and âexploring silence.â
A veteran teacher with 10 years teaching special education at all grade levels in Denver, Sarah has a BA and MA in Special Education from Vanderbilt University, plus another Masters as an âIntervention Specialist.â To mix things up, she also taught Pilates for 5 years. She enjoys outdoor hiking, camping, travel, cooking, singing, dancing and music, âbut I donât have a strong talent in any of them.â Sarah has moved here with her husband and two children, who will attend the school in 6th and 9th grades.
With a BA from University of Delaware and a Masters of Education from University of Pennsylvania, Chrissy first worked for 4 years as a therapist in the Philadelphia public schools, supporting children with trauma and academic/social/behavioral struggles. She then wanted âto combine my love of education with my love of counseling,â, so she moved to Green Street Friends School as a co-teacher in 2nd grade, with a focus on science and social studies. She explains, âTeachers are counselors, showing children how to best be in the world, to be contributing members of society. I love Quaker education because it builds the whole child. How they are as friends as well as students is really important to me.â Chrissy enjoys yoga, cooking and art, and looks forward to hiking and nature in Monteverde.
Monty joins MFS with 5 years teaching experience in Philadelphia, at Friends Central and a public school working mostly with Latino families. He has a BA from Amherst in English with a focus on poetry, and a Masters of Secondary Education from U.Penn. Of his teaching philosophy, Monty says âIâm a firm believer in an inquiry-based model of education. Classroom space is co-constructed with students, creating a community of writers who support each other.â Monty studied abroad in Chile, and is an avid ultimate frisbee player â âIt was when I coached the womenâs ulti team at Amherst that I first learned to teach.â
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8. Multi-age – As always in our school and community, children and youth of various ages mixed freely. The younger camp sometimes divided into 5-8 and 9-11 year old groups, and sometimes enjoyed all-age activities. In the theater camp, 12 year olds hung out with 18 year old performers and 23 year old interns and even this 49 year old dad.
9. The Beach – The teen camp enjoyed body surfing, tide pools, and late late night singing during an overnight at Playa Grande. Day trips to waterfalls, hot springs and cloud forest paths weren’t too shabby either.